Trust is hard,
So i stick to myself.
My mind can't coincide with those of anyone else.
Bankrupt of moral wealth
As well as mental health.
Been on this path too long to start asking for help.
Its like my inhibitions on a mission to fucking maime me.
Sneaking suspicions that my faith is trying to tame me.
Feel the reapers breath on the back of my neck
Embracing the day that im free for him to claim me.
Come claim me (x4)
No amount of time will ever help to erase
My hate stained brain and lasting state of disgrace.
Til the day that i die i remain solitary.
Through thick and thin best interest never wins,
aready admit defeat before the battle begins,
As i watch all that i love slowly slip into the darkness.
Its the cross that i bare
And the hell i live in.
Stick to myself,
I dont need no one else,
Ill be just fine.
I don't need any help.
So alone, all alone.
Disgrace to my family name
No pride, All shame.
Alienate the world, i fucking hate this world.
left alone with no one to love.
Try my best but my best ain't worth much.
So I'll take the hint and fade away.
The darkness of my mind is where I'll stay.
Sorry mother for the path that i chose.
Watch me now as i sink down to the lowest of lows.
Sorry father for the things that I've done.
Life of lies.
Failed tries.
Sorry excuse for a son.
Lies i tell myself everyday,
To keep my demons away,
Sarted finding cracks round where my sanity lays.
I cant deal with my pain,
Numb it and push it away.
Hopelessly convince myself that everything is okay.
Try to fool my mind.
Dismiss the truth because life is bleak.
Leave the world behind.
Life is war, but its peace i seek.
Living and loathing cause i got no love for this
Living and loathing acuse i got no love for this place
Try to fool my mind.
Dismiss the truth because life is bleak.
Leave the world behind.
Life is war, but its peace i seek. (x2)
Living and loathing cause I got no love for this place.
So cold that its snowing inside of my brain.
Facing the fact that I am losing my grip.
Better in constant denial than watch my family slip.
Slip away from me.
Slowly lose everything. Slip away from me.
I have lost everything.
I know things aren't okay and will never be.
I know things aren't okay and they won't ever be.
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